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Monday, December 14, 2009
Used to be close besties you & me @ 12/14/2009 08:56:00 AM

When i said that you were raging at me, i didn't even say you were telling me off, when you start raging i rage to, it just how it goes. You say i reject the offer for us to talk, which i don't, i just needed time to think and cool off because i wasn't in the mood. I don't need to tell you anything, because its not that important to you, you also say i don't tell you things anymore but i do tell you things whenever I'm ready.

And yes you do know about love, when you were in love with________and you know the feeling too, but you don't understand mine. You said according to me you think I'm calling you (stupid, useless and can't do anything right) that's you who's thinking that way your thinking negative. And yes I do know how you feel, you feel depressed sad and also angry, that's how i feel too. And i didn't say that bitching about him is worse. And the part you said when I told Lyna about your________ It was payback to what you did to her, when you told Jessica and used Lyna for an example for having a longer relationship___________that wasn't nice either.

I don't want to be your friend, because you don't realize that you are pushing me away, and you also don't know how many chances i gave you and they are an advantage to you. You don't understand how i feel, i always care for my friends and family because i love them,

and according to you>>>You say i don't care about you, which i do truly care for you because you always tell me your problems whenever you are having trouble within your family, you say i care for only him not anyone else but him, but guess what your wrong, you don't trust him as much, plus you always swear and rage at him straight away when he just wants to speak to you nicely. You also say say to me that i tell him everything, which i don't i keep your personal secrets to myself and it's up to you tell a friend about it. You think it's disgusting when he hugs me and hold hands with me, well i love him and that cannot change, and my childish side is how i am when I'm with him or not with him.

Everyone has their childish side in them, we have fun. And I've already told you this, you think he's taking me away from you on purpose which he is not, I'm still there with you cause you were my close bestie. You say "is our friendship over or is there still a chance?" I do not know, you are hurting me and i am hurting you. That's just how it flows. I've also asked you "if I'm not with him, would you be my friend?"and you said yes, but when i am with him you don't want to be, its not a choice to decide on.




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Saturday, October 31, 2009
"I Love You" @ 10/31/2009 11:04:00 PM

How long has it been since i fell in love with you. My feelings only increase, will you notice them. You are my love, my life and only one, and never forget that. Even if you are gone, you'll be on my mind. When you are down, i am worried, a pain inside me wells inside my chest and is insane. I am here for you whenever you need me. Hold me tight, if this is how it feels, then tight enough to break me, so that i won't feel this alone, and miss you.

Every time I think of you, tonight too, everyday i do, I hold all these feelings for you. How long will i'll be thinking of you. I want to comfort you right now and be in your arms to give you warmth and strength. I want to make you laugh and smile like you always do. I want to cherish you and give you all the happy moments of us together, where we embrace, play, kiss and laugh together. I love you, the feeling wells up in my chest to my heart. I want to shout out "I LOVE YOU
! I want to be with you!"



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"To My One and Only" @ 10/31/2009 10:09:00 PM

~*One quick glance and i saw you there,
coming towards me. i couldn't show it, but i could
feel my chest squeezing when you were coming closer
and closer towards me. When i saw your smile, it gave me
ease that you were here and right beside me.

When we held hands,it gave me a warmth sparkle and inside
me echoed "honeybear is with me and never letting go,
he will be always there when i need him most".
When you released your hands from mine,i felt as if you had to leave me.

The sudden thought of it gave me a pinch of pain inside me. But when i heard and saw your laughter, the sudden pain washes away, and flows like a falling waterfall, at cool and calming ease. When i feel you embracing me, i just wish that we will stay like this forever and never be apart.


Your playful touch,when you munch me on the neck gives me
warmth that will always be there and stay forever and it gives me a fluttery feeling inside my stomach twirling all around. When we were together, lying down and sleeping, you were so warm,that i want to be with you even more for eternity. I can feel your breathing going harder than lighter. Your hugs are so warm and loving.

I will never forget the dreams I've had of you and the time, I've spent with you, it is a never ending story,that is unforgettable and can never be replaced.It is always within my heart. Inside of me felt the time of what we did together is endless and is full of precious memories.


Your kiss, your touch, your embraces, your voice, your laughter and your smile, craves for me to want you even so much more when I'm not with you and all alone. Your wonderful playful childishness is always heart felting and gives me happiness and laughter, which always brings me joy and keeps me cheerful.

You know so many tricks to tickle me, which they give you laughter and joy,and to see you smile is also one of my favorite things about you. Your kisses bring a warmth and a sweet taste of sensation that will forever stay and sealed within my lips, which they are both mine and yours to keep. When o
ur lips met, I've never wanted to let go of this feeling,together endlessly and moving and never stopping.

My heart was racing when they first met, again and again,
accelerating faster when our lips meet much more.
I love you so much that i can't help my self, my crave and
love for you is ever so much stronger, wanting you so much more. I love you forever, for eternity.*~



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